I Can't Tell You

"I'd like things to go back to the way they were."

"We're friends and this stuff happens amung friends. "

Seriously, fuck my life.

K.V. T-shirt

So that straight girl I talked about in my last post turned out to be not as straight as I thought.

I threw a party tonight (or I guess last night technically) and she showed up. We both got kind of drunk and laid on my bed. At one point I told her I thought she was cute and that I really liked her and that I wanted to kiss her. She let me kiss her. She told me it felt right with me, that she wanted to be with me, but the age difference freaked her out (we're only two years apart). I told her we could have an amazing summer and she agreed.

She leaves for a summer art program in Baltimore on Saturday for all of July. I hope things don't change over the course of a month.

Wow, what a night.

-Suburban Bleach