Malarie's Mission

So not much has been going on in my life lately. School's been the same. Friends have been the same. So not too much to report on those fronts.

I do have minor reports on the dating front though. RK and JS want to set me up with HW, who I met at KG party in September and I'm up for it cuz I think I should put myself out there. It will probably fall through like most set ups do but whatever.

Anyway, crush girl hugged me on Monday although I do have to admit my feelings toward her are waining.

Well that's about it.

-Suburban Bleach

Stale Laughter Fake Smile Soup

What can I say about life right now? Let's see. College applications are all in. It's just a waiting game now and I wish it was April so I would know if I got into either of my top choices. I've been playing guitar a lot. I posted songs online and now someone wants to book me at their bar. I haven't replied. RK got into her second choice college. I think she's the only person I'm going to truly miss once I end up at college. She's been like a sister to me for the past 13 years.

Anyway, my friends and I recently started an online tv series (our second, if you can believe it) and I'm in charge of editing. I love it. Firing up final cut and turning our crap into something watchable is so rewarding. When I was working on the documentary, I hated editing but that may have been because I was working with two people who didn't allow me to have any input. I love marine biology but I fear that I may gravitate more towards multimedia in college.

Not much else is going on in my life. 18 days until I'm 18. I'm still single and hating it. It's even worse now that Janet has a girlfriend. I am over her but the fact that when I liked her she was so anti-relationship and now has found a girl to challenge that kinda stings. But whatever, I've got crush girl to keep me occupied.

- Suburban Bleach

No Surprise

I got my first acceptance letter, to my safety school, University of Hawaii. They gave me a scholarship and put me in the honor's program so my dad is all team Hawaii now. I really don't think that I'm gonna go there unless I don't get into either Lewis and Clark or College of the Atlantic but I really hope that doesn't happen. Hawaii is way too expensive (although Honolulu's Chinatown is really nice).

I feel really bad for RK though because she got wait listed for her top choice. I automatically assumed she would get in despite some drops in her grades over the past few years. I really hope she does get in. I don' t want her to be forced to go to a school she doesn't like.

Anyway, on Friday there was major drama involving SB and basically everyone got really really pissed off at her but it was remedied on Saturday when a few of us hung out sans SB.

I should get some rest. I need to get unsick.

- Suburban Bleach